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SWEET 16TH

Thursday, June 28, 2012 ( 3:15 AM )

Yolo! =D so yea, yesterday was my birthday. YES. I'm officially 16. LOL but yea.. it was great. Had the celebration earlier which was on Saturday. And it was AWESOME. Had been planning it for 2 months and I guess everything went well =D I couldn't be more grateful to everyone that has helped me. Amy for all the planning and seatings, Chelsea for the cards, Kexin and Tan for the music, my parents. especially my mom. Wow shes amazing. LOL She had all these ideas that I didn't even need to suggest. She likes planning parties i guess =D Really thankful and grateful. And Thank the big guy up there =D for making everything come true. it was really a dream come true. =D I was really happy and I couldn't ask for more. Although it drizzled a bit, but after much prayer the sky was clear again =D It was just THE BEST.

The place was amazing as well, had it in Secret garden =D beautiful.

Was there a few hours earlier to set up with Amy, Yin jie and kexin. Then people started to come and signed in this big ass card Andrea made for me. it was amazing. Its she did it by hand and I would really wanna thank her for it. Amazing job girl! thanks so much yea<3 although not everyone signed, but it was still amazing =D

Yea.. then the CGMC gang was early cause some of them had to leave early for service. So yea.

Jo Mun and her date, Wai Khay. nawww.. they were so cute together! =)

Amy and Alex =D Naww....

Joanna and Xiu Ming. NAWWW... aren't they cute?

Marcus and I. yea.. he was my date JUST for that night. LOL it was a little awkward but it was fun la =) He was nice, and he was a good date la. (SO DON'T SAY YOU DISAPPOINTED ME PLEASE ;) and yea, wanna thank him too for everything. The performance with Tristan and lucas was awesome. seriously. HAHA.. was forced to dance together too by everyone there but we were both like super shy so it was only for a while. HAHA and yea although we had like tons of questions and teasing from our friends and family, we just brushed it off. I guess we were both too immune to all the teasing already that we kinda just don't really bother anymore. HAHA that being said,.. we're not together. so yea =) Although I know some of my our friends are pushing us but I think we both know what to do. So yea, that's for my date. I'm sure the rest had fun with their dates too ;) Jo Mun and Wai Khay, i'm sure were the sweetest and Amy and Alex were cute too.

Viann, Wei Yen and Mel. were each other's dates. HAHA we were at the same table too... nawww... <3

Lavina and Qianru had dates too, but they were late so no picture =( But I'm sure they had fun too ;) HAHAHA

Then yea, later in the night, it started to rain a bit. But I seriously thank God cause we were all praying that it will stop and everything could resume. And thankfully, it really did stop. I WAS SO BLESSED and I was just so thankful to God. then, Ah Lai and Ah Chin ( friends of bros that work there) gave me this chinese lantern thing and told me to make a wish. naww... so sweet of them. It was my 1st time doing something like that. It was fun hahahhaa. so cool, and unexpected.

Then we had performances, Amy, Alex, Wei yen, Julian sang and played to guitar,

Michael and Daniel Kam sang.

, Nicole and Ranesha sang

Renee danced,

Marcus, tristan and Lucas danced,

Wai Khay sang.

Fiona played the violin,

yeaaa it was great =D Naww. thanks guys so much for all the lvoely performances. you guys were uh ma zing ;). Then Shernice made me make a speech. So i did. Thanked everyone for coming and as soon as I finished, 3 NINJA'S CAME RUNNING AT ME AND PULLED ME INSIDE. then, they pushed me out again. I was so shocked, I bet everyone else were too. LOL then they gave me this.

LOL! Lavina, Qianru, Becca and kexin made this. there was an actual thong inside. NAWWW... i almost cried when i saw this. Naww.. hey, you guys are the best alright, seriously ze best! i can't thank you more. You guys really made it a spectacular night. Thank you so much lovelies! <3 I was shocked and happy at the same time. really really surprised me. HAHAHA

Then of course there was the 2 tier cake mum made herself. top, fruity nuts, below, opera. Two of my favourite cakes. NAWWW.. thanks mum! You did an amazing job. It was so yummehhh! =)

So yea after that we just chilled and hang around. Well, that's pretty much it. It was really a night to remember. I will definitely remember this and look back on this day when im like what 60, 70? =) truly was a splendid night, the food, the music, the people. It was just a gathering of all my dear friends just hanging and having fun together. I know some of you felt left out, and I'm really sorry for that. And sorry if any of you thought it wasn't enough or if it was boring. my apologies. But honestly, I'm glad that most of you guys respected that night to be MY NIGHT. and that you guys just say through it. Sorry if you feel bored or anything but afterall, its my night. So I don't really care anymore about the rumours about my party being a total fail. Cause for me, it was the BEST night ever. well I guess thats all for now. Let the pictures do the talking from here =)

mah photographer for the night. NAWWW... <3 thanks so much Sabrina

when he asked her to dance =) naww...

and of course, this couple too =)

sparkling juice time =)

some of the pressies.

From Qianru, becca and lav. they did such a cute card for me. NAWWW :)

from Kexin, Ben and Qianru. it was the green dress I saw in KL but never got. I don't know how they got it. but seriously i was so shocked to see this green dress in the box. Love you guys to the max! :) and thanks for the cute card as well ;)

this, was a part of daniel kam's gift. Its so thoughtful of him. all this little notes inside his pressie. NAWWW... really love this. Thanks so much ya! :)

So yea, that's all I guess. too lazy to upload more lol. toodles! :)

Just my brother being a brother :')

Sunday, June 3, 2012 ( 6:43 AM )

can u just get over him

its jsut 1 boy
there are plenty fishes in the ocean
why get emotional over one fish
u can do better than that

im not asking u to forget about him

its hard

im jsut asking u to focus on the other things

and i dont really care
coz its in the past
if he can move on

why cant u

shes just voicing her opinion as a friend

u dont have to listen if u dont want to

well if hes being a dick then let him be

u deserve better than that

u can't just be running back to the past

coz u miss it

yeah i know

but this feelings will go if u just let go if u keep holding on to it

it would still be there
- no worries sis
- haha
- and
- just so u know
- hes not the only boy in ur life
- u have me and chai (jeremy)
  
  :') Was having a heart to heart talk with the bro. This is not the whole conversation. Minus all the things I said, this is just the advice I thought really hit me. THANK YOU SO MUCH NICHOLAS SOON. As much as I wish I was in Aussie with you guys, I really hope I'd be able to rise up again. and be healed...
  
  OH he also told me to listen to this too =)

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