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Holidays

Wednesday, October 26, 2011 ( 2:21 AM )

Hello! Happy Wednesday!=) I just came back from Sandy and Kelvin's place. Had a youth meeting. it was progressive I guess. But just looking at the things line up, its making me worried=/ its like. Where am I going to find so much time?! LOL But its okay. I trust God will handle it and he has a plan for me and for all of us. Just pray that things will go as plan and he will guide us as leaders to reach out to the rest=) So yes. OH! btw.. their house is just amazing. I mean its not like the big ass houses you see but I like it. Its really cozy and homely (if thats a word) And like I won't but house sitting for them if they are out station=) LOL so yea... And now. I have and urge to play tumbling monkeys.. Wonder why.. hmmm... HAHAHA

Anyways, my holidays have been well.. not really that progressive. I'm trying to save so I've been saving up by turning down outings. I was suppose to go out like on monday with Lavina or Renee but I didnt, then I was suppose to have dinner with Jo mun they all for Ken Xin's birthday yesterday. (i didn't really feel like going cause I thought it'd be awkward. PLUS, Lavina and Marcus were there together. So... yea I don't wanna start ranting on them again) LOL.then today i was suppose to go to RPGC with Ben but I turned him down cause Joshua told me to go to Kelvin and Sandy's house=) and tomorrow I am suppose to watch a movie with Lavina or Viann.. But i'm not sure if I wanna go... =( HMMM.. and i have practice on Friday for the combined christmas celebration at Wesley on sat. And 4pm wants to go to meru on sat. So yes.. I'm packed. But I'm just kinda like not feeling it. Like I'm not very sure If i wanna go. BUT don't get me wrong. I love all my friends. Seriously. I am always thankful to God that I have such AMAZING friends. So yes.. especially my school mates=) THEY are the people who made a part of who I am today. The good part at least=) I was suppose to go out with Faiz and some other people this sat. And i was really looking forward to it cause of reasons I shall not say.. LOL but its cancelled cause Faiz has something on. so the rest of us has to cancel. HAIH.. perhaps another time. I am on the verge of killing Faiz now. LOL kidding. HAHA so yea.. thats my plans for this week=) I can't wait for jeremy and Nic to come back. mainly because I can't wait for the things they are going to get for me.(kidding).I just MISS spending time with them=( NAWWW.. so yea.. I'm looking forward to that=) LOL Kexin just messaged me asking me if I wanna go out tomorrow.. hmm I was thinking of asking Lavina along cause i'd feel bad if I went out with kexin and turn lavina down. so yea.. but their not really on good terms.. HMMM.. we'll see..

Anyways..this is just a shout out to some people (well not really a shout out cause I don't wanna shout this out to the whole world but yea..) LOL

1st person:

I'm really really sorry for what happened. I didn't mean to hurt you or made you mad. I mean I never should have said those things. It wasn't what I was thinking at all. I wasn't thinking when I said those things. What I meant is that you are my brother in Christ and I love you and all. But I don't want our friendship to be awkward? And I feel really really bad for everything. Although i didn't mean to. But I miss how you were like last time. I really do. What I said wasn't true. And I realize I've hurt you and I didn't care about how you felt. I'm really sorry. its probably too late now. But i just want things to go back to normal kay? I miss how you tease me about things that I don't know. I just miss you. The you before you knew about anything. You were an awesome bro. So please.. STAY AWESOME =)

2nd person:

Wow. I really didn't expect that from you. I mean yea I've heard rumors and all but I didn't really expect it cause you were always so quiet. Haha and i'm sorry if you feel intimidated or anything but yea. I just wish you all the best. probably thats why i'm starting to talk to you a little more. Cause I don't want you to feel bad or anything cause well.. we're all brothers and sisters in Christ=) So yea.. I shall just pray for your problems to be taken care of and may you be happy=) And I'm very touched honestly saying. flattered la. But I actually don't know what to respond for I'm not suppose to know about it? LOL SO YEA.. =) HAHAHAHA

okay.. thats probably all for now =)

Sales

Sunday, October 23, 2011 ( 7:17 AM )

Hey guys! Its a Sunday. and its like 10.15 pm now. But i ain't gonna sleep yet.. BECAUSE.. tomorow's a HOLIDAY. that's right bitch. Hols for the deepavali starts tomorrow and ends on thursday. AWW.. YEA.. I have nothing much to blog about. Went to church today as usual. Sat next to Enoch. He uses davidoff men's cologne (that's what he said). It smells really nice though=)Like I kept telling him how he smells really nice. LOL. i have this thing for men's cologne. I think they smell amazing=) HAHA. so yea.. then went shopping with the parents. I forgot to get some stuff. I NEED TO START MAKING SHOPPING LISTS. I keep coming back home and forgetting to buy something. Well at least I got some cool stuff from the body shop as there was a sale=) DAYUMM. LOL.

What I got for the fag (Kexin) Lychee Blossom Body Butter.

Mango and Passion fruit shower gel.

This is love <3 Fruit De La Passion. its lip butter.

So yea, I guess that's all for now=) bye

Logan Wade Lerman

Friday, October 21, 2011 ( 8:05 AM )

This post, is specially dedicated to Logan Wade Lerman. The main character in percy jackson and D'targanon in The Three Musketeers (awesome movie btw). Yes I watched the three musketeers again. And i'm opting to watch it for the 3rd time=) I NEED TO GET THE MOVIE. Seriously.Logan in there is just.. AHHH TO DIE FOR. But seriously. I don't think anyone is capable of being so gorgeous/cute/beautiful. Beings like this... is one of the reasons why I live. Just his beauty.. makes me melt. *faints*

JUST LOOK AT THAT! AND TELL ME YOU DON'T THINK HE'S ADORABLE.

“I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands and doesn’t try to sleep with people even if they could have. I need to know that these people exist.”

GAHHHH!!! SORRY FOR MY GIDDINESS. I probably seem like a freak right now. but who gives a rats ass. This dude here. Just gave me a reason to be amazed by such beauty. YES he is single. 19 and he is not the cocky type of actor you get. He is just... THE MOST WONDERFUL BEING.(aside from God) LOL.ahhh..... the best part is.. The girl with him in the three musketeers (Gabriella Wilde). is equally as gorgeous. maybe not as much. BUT still beautiful.

Gah!!! so beautiful ain't it? =) LOL. so yes.. I shall stop here or I will be up all night =) P.s. Logan Lerman looks a lot like a younger version of Aaron johnson=) THEY ARE <3 HMMMM

Movies Galore

Tuesday, October 18, 2011 ( 11:22 PM )

Sup peeps. The joys of skipping school on a wednesday because there's an extra period=) LOL. oh yes.. Gonna have a movie marathon later. Probably gonna start with Fast 5 cause apparently its a good movie. But we'll see..

Awww yea.. Pirated DVD's. You jelly?

1st original DVD that I've bought=) or so I think. Sucky movie though. BUT Bradley is still HOT as hell

Oh! meet my new camera Amber. I don't really believe in the whole naming your gadgets thing but what the hell=) this is <3

Changes

( 9:23 AM )

Hey guys!=) So I've made a little changes here and there=) For example, my playlist, My title, my info, my chatbox. So yea. I stayed up till 12 something just to get this things done. And I'm really sleepy now. So Im'ma hit the sacks soon=) Just thought I'd tell you guys bout the changes.

Also, I got my new camera today. Mommy noodles and Father noodles got it for me although I had to use SOME of my own money. But yea. their getting my old one fixed as well. Somehow, I'm still kinda disappointed as my dad said I can't get my new phone so soon now that I've just bought the camera. SUCKS ASS. oh well.. I guess I'll just have to wait a little longer. BUT I REALLY, REALLY, NEED A NEW PHONE. lol currently using a spare one.=.= I shall be patient.

Goodnight world.

May you greet me with a good morning tomorrow.

Pleasant dreams everyone <3

FREEDOM IS MY MIDDLE NAME (at least for the time being)

Monday, October 10, 2011 ( 2:49 AM )

*PPSSSSSSTTTT* guess what? MAH PMR IS OVER YO!! lol.. aww yeah thats right.. Ain't that the best thing ever? NOT REALLY. but still, I'm happy that I can actually have some time off now=) LOL. to actually chillax and well. BE FREE! sounds so flippin gay. But hey, look who gives a rats ass. =)

So yea... I have had a good time this 2 weeks i guess=) i mean. Really thankful to all mah hommies who helped me in the exams i mean not literally, but the hardcore studying we do just before we go in really helps=) and of course all the joy and laughter from the rest=) ahhh... life is awesome when you have awesome people in it=) Gonna watch the three musketeers tonight with Viann and the gang =)

Well yea.. Although last whole week was like exams and stuff. BUT I think it was one of the best weeks ever=) Mainly because of one day. That Saturday=) LOL. that 30 minutes or so conversation was enough to leave me floating the day after. I can still remember every details of that conversation... how he was all shy at 1st.. and when I asked him he was like denying and how he sorta told me about his family and intro-ed me to his cousin. Naww.. that was pretty kewl=) LOL I mean it was really a 'what a coincidence' moment for me. Like I never expected to bump into my friend and him and ended up having such a good chat=) LOL. so yea... hopefully I could get to talk to him more as I would like to apologize for not being able to make much conversation with him as there were too many interference=) But i am happy. So yea.. gonna get ready for my movie soon=) and help mom as Amy and the rest are coming over tomorrow=) BYE! HAVE A LOVELY DAY=)

The feeling you get when you know that that person may be that someone. But what if you are not that someone for them? hmmm...

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