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Amanda, 16
27 June 1996
Mehtodist Girls' High School
is an Earthian
Click click click all u want=D
P.S. this is not some emo parade sorta thing(just if ur wondering)
Just an average teen. Nothing much about me. A music lover, believer in Christ, friendly(i think) etc. type of person=) I blog about random stuff in my life and i rant alot. so.. be prepared. Thank you=)
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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ramblings of a teenage girl
Amanda, 16
27 June 1996
Mehtodist Girls' High School
is an Earthian
Click click click all u want=D
P.S. this is not some emo parade sorta thing(just if ur wondering)
Just an average teen. Nothing much about me. A music lover, believer in Christ, friendly(i think) etc. type of person=) I blog about random stuff in my life and i rant alot. so.. be prepared. Thank you=)
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
Hey guys=) Its a Sunday!!=) LOL. which means mah blogging day. LOL exams is just round the corner and as we all know. Amanda Procrastinates. A LOT. so yea. HELL NO im not ready for it yet. LOL. But who give a shit. So yea.. this week has been dreadful as always. All this tension from exams and shit. So i'm happy that I had like a time off this week=) SO YEA. haha. Church was cool today. Everyone's so hyped about Ps. Loke and Carene getting married=) Congrats guys!=) LOl. is funny cause Ps. Loke loves starbucks. and he's like a regular customer there as he goes there like every day or something. And he met a girl who works there and is now his girlfriend/fiancee. HOW SWEET. hahaha.
Hey peeps=) its me again. obviously..... wait.. what? LOL. hahaha nvm. So yea my weekends have been good this week=) Except for the fact that my phone died on me, Everything else was pretty normal=) On Saturday I went to the SMI talentime. Surprisingly, it was good. I meant the performances were like really good=) Went with Abe Lim. Haha and yan yee ended up going so was with her too=) And of course the 4pm dudes. Didn't really spend much time with them throughout the thing. But It was cool=) The performances like I said were seriously worth my RM 20=) although I left half and hour earlier, I was there for the good bits at least=) LOL. The 1st half of the show was good=) interesting. The 2nd half started to get a little boring. But not until Daniel came on=) LOL very proud of him for its the 1st time I see him on stage singing and playing=) so yea. *APPLAUSE* haha yea. sat with michael during the 1st half. At least I know what was happening cause I couldn't really see since we were WAY back=) LOL but it was cool. then after the break, Sat with Takeem and Ben who wouldn't stop flashing their camera flash in my face. GAWD MY EYES. lol but yea it was cool=) HAHAHA. there was this performance of some dude dancing to Judas-Lady Gaga. Okay i have to admint it started out pretty cool.. then it started to get disturbing... LOL i mean come on.. a dude with boobs, and dancing like well he could dance seriously. all those steps.He's got the moves. But i don't know it was just really disturbing=) HAHAH.. yea it was fun all in all. I would regret missing it=) LOL. so yea. thats all for now. Gonna turn in early for school tomorrow=) NIGHTS LOVELIES=)
Ahh I'm so touched by so many people right now. I could feel the tears flowing down my cheeks. The heck, I miss my brothers. I was on Jeremy's blog. And i saw his post. And I felt really bad for him although it was old news I still feel bad. I feel bad for not being there for him when he went through his heart breaking experience. He told me he was fine but I didn't know. I didn't know how much hurt he was going true. I apologise my dear brother. And i saw his birthday post to me which I thought was by far the sweetest thing ever =) HAHA thank you dear brother although I'm only reading it now. LOL wait. I'll show you what he said.
ANYWAY I LOVE YOU THISSSSSSSSSS BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG =) *POINTS TO MY BUTT*
SAID THIS TO YOU LAST YEAR.. BUT I THOUGHT YOU NEEDED TO BE REMINDED OF THIS AGAIN: NOOOO PREMARITAL SEX OK!
God bless!
P/S hahahhaha i know you love me a gazillion times more now that i called you and saved you from harm hahahahhahahhahahahhahahahaaha
Hello lovelies=) This post is specially dedicated to a friend. A rather close one as a matter of fact. My friendship with this friend is more than just close I guess. I mean we laugh together, we share jokes together, we do a lot of things together as a matter of fact. But although in my mind, I felt like we were close and all and since we always do a lot of things together it never came across my mind that there were a lot of things behind those jokes, and laughter, and fake smiles. Although I knew that she wasn't the type that opens up to everything. Not only did I not ask or care. But i have neglected her. Previously, I have been constantly ranting to her about all the drama in my life and never actually got the chance to see or ask how SHE was doing. Everything seemed to just revolve around me most of the time. Although I felt like I wanted to share and tell her everything cause I know she would understand and help me open up and stuff, but I have forgotten that I am not the only one with problems. I was selfish and unaware of the people around me. If only I knew or even asked how she was, I would have known how much my problems my friend herself is facing. Although I don't know what she's going through as she doesn't speak out much. But from now onwards, I made a promise to myself that I would be more curious and aware of the people around me and not just focus on my problems. I'd lend a shoulder for her to cry on or a tissue to wipe her tears. I would try to be more caring towards her and make her feel better about herself and at least tell me what's going on. She seems like a strong person on the outside, but i know that deep down, she's as fragile a growing flower. I really want to apologise for my selfish-ness. I really hope I can catch up with things and soon she will just come out from her shell. I have been a bad friend and I hope I can make things right. Although she didn't say it out but I know. I realised it when I was through with all the guy drama that I have constantly been so uptight and naggy and annoying and stuff. And I realised when I lost a true friend I told most of my things to. But screw that. Im content that my friends have stayed by my side especially her. I really feel sorry and I hope that I could to something to make her feel better. And that is by starting to listen to her and be more curious.
Look what came in the mail today. =D
Say hi to Agent Lavender and For Audrey. =)
Hello!=) I'm so sorry i haven't been blogging for like a year? LOL.. i decided to update my blog once again=) So yea, to all you mofo's out there who missed me=) I missed you guys too. Well this is practically what happened to me for the year.
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
Looking Back
Sunday, September 25, 2011 ( 3:54 AM )
Hey guys=) Its a Sunday!!=) LOL. which means mah blogging day. LOL exams is just round the corner and as we all know. Amanda Procrastinates. A LOT. so yea. HELL NO im not ready for it yet. LOL. But who give a shit. So yea.. this week has been dreadful as always. All this tension from exams and shit. So i'm happy that I had like a time off this week=) SO YEA. haha. Church was cool today. Everyone's so hyped about Ps. Loke and Carene getting married=) Congrats guys!=) LOl. is funny cause Ps. Loke loves starbucks. and he's like a regular customer there as he goes there like every day or something. And he met a girl who works there and is now his girlfriend/fiancee. HOW SWEET. hahaha.
Looking back at things. I have had a good life I guess. I mean i'm 15 what do i know about life. Its probably just like a ride for me or something. But yea. I mean it has had its ups and downs. And of course my regrets. Like I don't know. I just wish I would stop living in the past. I always wonder what would happen if I didn't do this, and didn't do that. You know.. all that fuckery. ahhh.. But look. I have my regrets and everyone else too. But I shall just learn to overcome it i guess=) Just look forward to a better way of life. and just keep it real. Anyways. i'mma go for din dins soon=) so.. peace out!=)
SMI Talentime
Sunday, September 11, 2011 ( 7:39 AM )
Hey peeps=) its me again. obviously..... wait.. what? LOL. hahaha nvm. So yea my weekends have been good this week=) Except for the fact that my phone died on me, Everything else was pretty normal=) On Saturday I went to the SMI talentime. Surprisingly, it was good. I meant the performances were like really good=) Went with Abe Lim. Haha and yan yee ended up going so was with her too=) And of course the 4pm dudes. Didn't really spend much time with them throughout the thing. But It was cool=) The performances like I said were seriously worth my RM 20=) although I left half and hour earlier, I was there for the good bits at least=) LOL. The 1st half of the show was good=) interesting. The 2nd half started to get a little boring. But not until Daniel came on=) LOL very proud of him for its the 1st time I see him on stage singing and playing=) so yea. *APPLAUSE* haha yea. sat with michael during the 1st half. At least I know what was happening cause I couldn't really see since we were WAY back=) LOL but it was cool. then after the break, Sat with Takeem and Ben who wouldn't stop flashing their camera flash in my face. GAWD MY EYES. lol but yea it was cool=) HAHAHA. there was this performance of some dude dancing to Judas-Lady Gaga. Okay i have to admint it started out pretty cool.. then it started to get disturbing... LOL i mean come on.. a dude with boobs, and dancing like well he could dance seriously. all those steps.He's got the moves. But i don't know it was just really disturbing=) HAHAH.. yea it was fun all in all. I would regret missing it=) LOL. so yea. thats all for now. Gonna turn in early for school tomorrow=) NIGHTS LOVELIES=)
The awkward moment when our hands brush against each other and I don't know what to do but smile to myself=)
Blog Hopping
Wednesday, September 7, 2011 ( 3:53 AM )
Ahh I'm so touched by so many people right now. I could feel the tears flowing down my cheeks. The heck, I miss my brothers. I was on Jeremy's blog. And i saw his post. And I felt really bad for him although it was old news I still feel bad. I feel bad for not being there for him when he went through his heart breaking experience. He told me he was fine but I didn't know. I didn't know how much hurt he was going true. I apologise my dear brother. And i saw his birthday post to me which I thought was by far the sweetest thing ever =) HAHA thank you dear brother although I'm only reading it now. LOL wait. I'll show you what he said.
Hey amanda...
I know I don't normally wish you on my blog and not that you would know if I did unless someone told you.
But nyways, happy birthday from your bro yea..
I'm not there to wish you directly this year but hope this makes up for it yea little sis :D
take care and hope u have a blast this year.
ermmm now you're finally 15
so well.. theres not much at 15 only PMR and stuff
but another year older, big step eh...
hope you continue growing.. ahem u know erm in attitude, maturity, and what not. have a blessed one and continue being the amanda soon hui en who loves elephant balls okay?
so hope you enjoy your birthday this year and I didn't forget i've just been really busy and I partially forgot ;).. but I'll make it up to you when I get back kay??.. c ya then
PEACE OUT SISTA
LOVE FROM YO DEAR BRO.
P.S. we can go eat at cacoon for your birthday ( althought its closed now)
AHAHAH yea thats it. its a mixture of touched and laughter for me. HAHAHA hold on, let me grab a tissue. LOL yea i miss him dearly. things without him really is different. Al though we still chat online and share and stuff. but I still miss the sleepovers in his room, late night pillow talks, our bro and sis talk about life and stuff. all the good times we had. Although he's a pain sometimes but I LOVE YOU=) HAHA YEA.. so gay. but anyways take care okay?=) and don't have too many flings over there kay?=) <3
HAHA speaking of birthday posts. heres a friend of mine that I really really love. Her birthday post was just so.. CUTE. hahaha!! I LOVE YOU SIEW VIANN.. although its a little late but thank you=))!! CHECK OUT HER POST=)
TO MY SMEXY/GORGEOUS/WEIRD/RANDOM/PEDOPHILE-ISH/NICE-TO-BE-MEAN-TO/CHICKEN-HEARTED/LAUGH-AT-EVERYTHING/PANOPHOBIC FRIEND :)
HAPPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA SOON HUI EN! HAHAHAHA I STILL REMEMBER ALL THE SILLY FIGHTS WE USED TO HAVE! AND THERE ARE WAYYY TOOO MANY DUMB THINGS THAT WE'VE DONE TO BE MENTIONED HERE. :D
OH WELL. WE WERE ONCEEEE YOUNGGG AND STUPID! BOOOOHOOO I MISS BEING IN THE SAME CLASS =( BUT WELL AT LEAST WE'RE STILL PRETTY CLOSE =)
ANYWAY I LOVE YOU THISSSSSSSSSS BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG =) *POINTS TO MY BUTT*
SAID THIS TO YOU LAST YEAR.. BUT I THOUGHT YOU NEEDED TO BE REMINDED OF THIS AGAIN: NOOOO PREMARITAL SEX OK!
God bless!
P/S hahahhaha i know you love me a gazillion times more now that i called you and saved you from harm hahahahhahahhahahahhahahahaaha
HAHHA that really made me LOL. but thank you my lovelies=) LOVE YOU GUYS TO PIECES=)
A friend indeed, also a friend in need
( 3:06 AM )
Hello lovelies=) This post is specially dedicated to a friend. A rather close one as a matter of fact. My friendship with this friend is more than just close I guess. I mean we laugh together, we share jokes together, we do a lot of things together as a matter of fact. But although in my mind, I felt like we were close and all and since we always do a lot of things together it never came across my mind that there were a lot of things behind those jokes, and laughter, and fake smiles. Although I knew that she wasn't the type that opens up to everything. Not only did I not ask or care. But i have neglected her. Previously, I have been constantly ranting to her about all the drama in my life and never actually got the chance to see or ask how SHE was doing. Everything seemed to just revolve around me most of the time. Although I felt like I wanted to share and tell her everything cause I know she would understand and help me open up and stuff, but I have forgotten that I am not the only one with problems. I was selfish and unaware of the people around me. If only I knew or even asked how she was, I would have known how much my problems my friend herself is facing. Although I don't know what she's going through as she doesn't speak out much. But from now onwards, I made a promise to myself that I would be more curious and aware of the people around me and not just focus on my problems. I'd lend a shoulder for her to cry on or a tissue to wipe her tears. I would try to be more caring towards her and make her feel better about herself and at least tell me what's going on. She seems like a strong person on the outside, but i know that deep down, she's as fragile a growing flower. I really want to apologise for my selfish-ness. I really hope I can catch up with things and soon she will just come out from her shell. I have been a bad friend and I hope I can make things right. Although she didn't say it out but I know. I realised it when I was through with all the guy drama that I have constantly been so uptight and naggy and annoying and stuff. And I realised when I lost a true friend I told most of my things to. But screw that. Im content that my friends have stayed by my side especially her. I really feel sorry and I hope that I could to something to make her feel better. And that is by starting to listen to her and be more curious.
Not only her. But all my other friends to. especially my friends from primary. I know, i have also neglected some of them this year. And thats only because I've been caught up with so many other people in my life that it seems as though they were just another group of people i turn to sometimes. I know its wrong. AND I AM REALLY SORRY. Although I don't know how I can make it up to you guys. But I will try to spend more time with you guys. I have been distant and away lately and I feel bad. Although I still have my dirty little secrets to myself. I will not fail to be there when ANY of my friends need me.=) because I know without you guys, I would not be who I am today. And yes i am a person that really cherishes friendship especially the ones who are really dear to me=)
So yea, thats probably all for now, and this is a song I'd like to dedicate to that dear friend of mine and all my other friends who i may have neglected. I'm sorry ;)
I LOVE YOU PEEPS=)
Back To School
Sunday, September 4, 2011 ( 11:52 PM )
1st day of the new semester and it semester. The joys of having to spend a whole 2 periods with some old hag ( My history teacher). Yea.. she needs to get laid. Period. Well school was cool today. More of the usual crap we get in school. Its pretty amazing how I live life with a bunch of people that seem to have lost part of their brain or something and still be sane. LOL YEA RIGHT. But i loves them=) Renee had a pet/insect/disgusting thingi/lizard on her bag today. Lets just say the class started to scream and yell especially mah deskmate, Miss Leong Kexin. She hates lizards and well UNDERSTAND MY FEAR FOR INSECTS NOW BITCH. lol. that sorta summarizes school today.
OO.. Good news is, I GOT MY CHINA GLAZE! yea, kexin ordered like nail polish from this site like 2 weeks ago and its finally here!=) LOL. so happeh! haha gonna bring it to school for her tomorrow=)
Look what came in the mail today. =D
Say hi to Agent Lavender and For Audrey. =)Btw. I need to update my song list don't I? LOL will do it soon but thats all for now=) Have a pleasant day=) BYE
Its been a year?
Saturday, September 3, 2011 ( 9:32 AM )
Hello!=) I'm so sorry i haven't been blogging for like a year? LOL.. i decided to update my blog once again=) So yea, to all you mofo's out there who missed me=) I missed you guys too. Well this is practically what happened to me for the year.
Surprisingly there wasn't much drama but I shall not talk about that here. As it kinda is too public. Things were pretty cool this year. PMR and shit really makes me stressed and tense. But yea. Who gives a shit right? LOL. yea.. it's been a cool year sitting next to Kexin and all. She's amazing. LOL at least i know there's like a friend that I can count on when I'm down. And no doubt we always have shit to talk about =) But of course my good old buddies from primary are also amazing as ever. Lets just say, without mah hommies, I would not be who I am today. Jeremy left for Aussie like 2 months ago. Indeed I miss my bro's. They really made an impact on my life. As much as I miss them. I really hope their doing well over there=) I LOVE YOU GUYS. lol will be praying hard=)
hmm.. thats all about friends and family I guess.. oh mamee noodles and father noodles too=) yea, they've been good this year too=) In the pink of health I hope=) LOL. so yea... Well i have nothing much to blog about now. I mean I do but I'll probably do it next time as its like almost 1.am now and I'm skyping. HAHA will blog again soon=) nights lovelies! LOVE YOU GUYS=0
hmm.. thats all about friends and family I guess.. oh mamee noodles and father noodles too=) yea, they've been good this year too=) In the pink of health I hope=) LOL. so yea... Well i have nothing much to blog about now. I mean I do but I'll probably do it next time as its like almost 1.am now and I'm skyping. HAHA will blog again soon=) nights lovelies! LOVE YOU GUYS=0
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If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
Kexin-In Defense of My Dreams
Qianru-Burnt Colours
Nic-Chain of Memories
Jeremy-strawberries:D
Fung Xin-Flying High In Your Love
Tan SY-Always Keep The Faith
Yan Yee-P.SI'm Still Not Over You
Viann-Your Love Floods My Thirsty Soul
Jo Mun-Just A Small Town Girl, Living In A Lonely World
Mei Yi-It's All About The Mei Yi
Ben-Come Back Soon
Ming Huey-River Flows In You
Justina-Life
James-Think Again
Daniel-Holding On
Deb-debLicious
SPY-Shine!
Wen Yen-Colours
Joanne-Jaycee
Yi Teng-To the Brink of Sanity
Faiz-Circle of life
Jean-Li-Unbelievable
Nelson-Life wouldn't be the same without your presence.
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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Kexin-In Defense of My Dreams
Qianru-Burnt Colours
Nic-Chain of Memories
Jeremy-strawberries:D
Fung Xin-Flying High In Your Love
Tan SY-Always Keep The Faith
Yan Yee-P.SI'm Still Not Over You
Viann-Your Love Floods My Thirsty Soul
Jo Mun-Just A Small Town Girl, Living In A Lonely World
Mei Yi-It's All About The Mei Yi
Ben-Come Back Soon
Ming Huey-River Flows In You
Justina-Life
James-Think Again
Daniel-Holding On
Deb-debLicious
SPY-Shine!
Wen Yen-Colours
Joanne-Jaycee
Yi Teng-To the Brink of Sanity
Faiz-Circle of life
Jean-Li-Unbelievable
Nelson-Life wouldn't be the same without your presence.
Maybe the timing
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Hello! well.. welcome to my blog where I rant A LOT =D Okay, so this is basically how my blog works. Every letter of the E.M.P.T.Y is a different page. E is my profile. M is where all my postings are. P is my tag board where I have my chatbox and my twitter feed. T is where I link my friends blogs for easier access. and Y is miscellaneous. Which also means everything else like my tumblr, facebook, twitter and archives is. As you can see, my blog does not have a next button. Therefore in order to read my previous postings, you will have to click on a selected month, then click on M AFTER you've clicked the month.
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