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I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
Amanda, 16
27 June 1996
Mehtodist Girls' High School
is an Earthian
Click click click all u want=D
P.S. this is not some emo parade sorta thing(just if ur wondering)
Just an average teen. Nothing much about me. A music lover, believer in Christ, friendly(i think) etc. type of person=) I blog about random stuff in my life and i rant alot. so.. be prepared. Thank you=)
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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ramblings of a teenage girl
Amanda, 16
27 June 1996
Mehtodist Girls' High School
is an Earthian
Click click click all u want=D
P.S. this is not some emo parade sorta thing(just if ur wondering)
Just an average teen. Nothing much about me. A music lover, believer in Christ, friendly(i think) etc. type of person=) I blog about random stuff in my life and i rant alot. so.. be prepared. Thank you=)
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
HMMM, lets start with friday.. science tuition nite. and let me tell ya'll.. WORST EVER!!!!. let me tell u y. It was all alrite at 1st i mean like it was the last lesson for the year and well at the end of the class.. our beloved ST.Lee decided to bring a box filled with hundreds of wormies! IT WAS LIKE MAGGOTS! and if i have not been clear. I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH INSECTS ALL KINDS! ppl. just don understand wat phobia of insects is nowadays! and its not just tat but kexin, beside me had to scream every second which made me partially deaf. I was like dear God get it away from me! at 1st he took one out and showed us then he took the whole box and like scooped tons of it with his hands and showed us. he passed the worms around and I was like scared to hell! but i was just like holding my fear in. I could like hardly move, still like a rock. Then yan yee, sitting in front of me and kexin decided to take one and she just shoved it at us. We screamed and i cut my hand in the process of ducking the thing! it was like horrible. And Kexin's screaming didn't helped either. Then it was time to leave some of them were still playing with the worms. And some guy sitting behind us name Bryan Wong scared us again with his worm! It annoyed the hell out of me nd i just got out of the room. I swore my voice was trembling when i spoke to Kexin.. Downstairs, i burried my face on kexin's shoulder and was like calming down.I REPEAT! AMANDA SOON DOES NOT LIKE INSECTS OF ALL KINDS! U NAME IT I HATE IT! In the end, bryan apologized to both of us=D
WELL, later tat night, I watched angus,thongs and perfect snogging=D! AND i must say i think tats one of the best romcoms of all time! Wat made it so friggin awesome? It was so real.. everything in the movie just relates to u. and if tats not enuff the guys in there? HAWT!!!!!! ESPECIALLY the main guy. he is gorgeous! ROBBIE! and his accent just makes him much more gorgeous=D hehe but sdly, in real life he's engaged to a 43 year old cuz she's pregnant and she gave birth to a baby girl.. he's oni 20!!! and he's with a 43 yr old cougar! JUST MAKES ME SICK! dood! ur gorgeous! U deserve beta!!!!!!! In real life, he's hair is not as hot. but in the movie my,.. *faints* HEHE I shall find my Robbie one day=D OH makes me tingly jus thinking bout him( LOL) well tats enuff for now =D HAHA loading Juno, and nick and norah's infinite playlist=D its good=D
MY, OH MY...
wat am i to do?
the song you belong with me just keeps popping in my head.=(
I think i just had like one of the saddest and disappointing thing ever. I never pictured this day to b like this.
I just wish u nvr did tat=( i nvr realized how available u were. Im probably just crying over spilt milk now. My feelings now r all mixed up, Its a mixture of sorry, desperation, empty and well anything tat goes in there.. Well, I guess things will get better sooner or later=) I shall just let this feeling fade and forget about it=) (if i can)
Today, I studied=D how amazing is tat=D LOL oh yea and today ig ot really pissed t my math teacher for accusing me tat i contact some guy to ask for answers to my hwk.. I don understand her sometimes shes so darn annoying! all she goes is like. Shernice they all ar all finish adi.. u better faster they all so hardworking and bla bla bl( the tuitions private btw) LOL i don like her.. but i have to go=D cuz maths is my one subject i enjoy=D well, I have nth much to say here though=D
Every year a different feeling,
every time i c u i get this feeling.
a feeling tats urging me to ell u how i truely feel,
when im near u, i feel so safe and alive,
when im near u,my frown just turns upside down.
Sometimes i hate you but I know
I love you and its hard not to
Was sleeping soundly today until 9.30. When my family invaded my room.
My mom's siblings came over to our hse and they were like alot of them.
They were visiting us as some of them were from KL. So yea back to me sleeping. I was sleeping soundly and my e2 elder cousin sisters just knocked on my door and woke me up they were like. AH GIRL! do u know who I am( in cantonese) I was like uhhh huh?.. all blur and all i wanted to go back to sleep but then they knocked and knocked tat i HAD TO WAKE UP. Anyways, i gtg now my brother has invaded my room now. C wat i mea by family invasion? so long=D
HELLO=D
School was dreadful today. Quite a number of ppl did not go to school. I don't even know y i went! it was like studies studies and studies! like who does tat on sat? LOL me and jo lyn were like. Its 8 now were suppose to b sleeping. Its 8.30 now, we're suppose to b sleeping. It's 9.00 now were suppose to b sleeping! and so on=D
Well, this whole week has been couple week for most of the ppl i know. LOL and opposite for me though=( there was a lot of talking about crushes and couples and all=D and i heard tat 2morrow 10.10.10 over a 100 ppl will b getting married. LOL how cool is tat.
Like i said this week has not been lovey dovey like the rest of the gang=D
I m still getting over some stuff=D and im very proud.( yes lim fung xin) i am=D bcs i have gone 3 days without missing tat person=) Whereas, my mind has been somewhere else lately. With my bunch of awesome frens and all it was quite easy to not think about it=D haha
Hmmm, I'm feeling the slight bit of jealousy right now. I dunno, Y am i feeling jealous now? its not even right. Like wth, im over reacting i kno but my heart feels really empty. I dunno... I dunno wat i want. hmmmm...
Came back from Dena today, had presentation and it was cool=D Though, fx giggled alot and sorta disrupted the thing but it was still cool=D just so u know LIM FUNG XIN haha its ok la=D TAT derek guy lagi la right? =D
Anyways, today was more kss... alot of kss...
Things have yet to be complicated=/
2 is better than one when ur the one.. but when ur the 2 its just like so awkward and wat not.
well anyways, IM LIKE REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF TODAY=D i know perasan much but still i am. I have pass a day not msging 'him'.=D this proves tat i can do it=D i can try to move on little by little. Work in progress=D
So yea,=D neways this song really explains how i feel now=D
OMG-NESS=D
i love the series how i met your mother=D
its like the best tv series ever!. It's even better than glee=D haha its jsut full of awesome-ness and its like hilarious. My bro told me about it 1st then i started watching it more and more. The actors r like super awesome especially BARNEY STINSON! real name NEIL PATRICK HARRIS!
![[Barney+Stinson.jpg]](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUBv662xqiNr1WUsNMXoChijME0_wvEz9P9P6oiC-rI0f2pfIUsSa79wufkgA0wSpOGAF6MXfxn64D0sclmeSHYpIkAC2Gp5_UdWYor_yUu0N6GYxk4641u7cMa7VThrwGhDZWmFuwS4q1/s1600/Barney+Stinson.jpg)
OMG-NESS. he's like freaking legen wait fo it dary! in the show! HE'S HOT AND SUPER SPONTANEOUS! HAHAHA we(kexin and I) absolutely love him. Too bad he's gay=(. But he'll be the oni gay guy and oso his partner i support being gay. HE IS FREAKING AWESOME! go watch the show ppl!=D TRUST ME=D
RMB TO WATCH IT!=d ITS ON STARWORLD OR U CAN WATCH IT ON9 LIKE ME AT
http://tv.blinkx.com/show/how-i-met-your-mother/a66ctQ16GJf8c04k
Hello=D
LOL hmmm,had alot of kss with yap yan yee today=D and oso lim fung xin=D
I'm so happy to c tat fx is happy with her love life. and oso very happy tat i get to share my probs with her=D just a SHOUT OUT TO YA'LL
THANK YOU=D
well, nth much really happened today, my dad got a treadmill and it arrived today=D LOL it's cool. Shall work on it everyday=D
theres been some stuff tats been troubling me for a really long time, and i hope i can find a solution to the prob. well Things have been going fine so far i guess.. I finally letting other ppl in to my life=D
YOU'RE
A friend indeed,
And a friend in need.
A friend that cares,
And also shares.
A friend thats true,
Cuz we stick like glue.
A friend I wont diss,
For you're the friend I miss.
Woah, i haven't been updating the blog for quite sometimes=D sry
but yea anyways, hmmm... lets c, well t things have been going pretty well lately=D
My brother just got back from his trip to aussie to visit my other bro=D so yea, tat was pretty cool=D got rollups! HEHE
anyways, well lets c, today something really ironic happened.
I got a pair of earrings from this person once, it was me on one of it the you on the other one=D i really liked this earring as it was really nice=D
hehe
but today, on my way to kl, i lost the 'you' and well lets just say, i realised something. the whole day i haven't got a reply. I was wondering why though.
lately, i have been low. i didnt complain.
and well bfr this i had a fren. A fren a brother more or less=D i shared everything with him. and his advice was realy mind blowing=D i could always turn to him if i needed anything=D and well he told me tat i should give this, some space. Try to accept other things. I knew he was right but it was hard. Well, i'll try my best=D
OH SO SO HARD....
so so hard to forget,
y can't i get it off my mind!
sometimes i just wanna tell u but i can't
I kow ill ruin everything and tats not gonna help anything
I just wish i knew wat it feels like.
Ur a jerk i know tat!
but damn it! wat in the world is wrong with me!
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
OH-EMM-GEEE!
Saturday, October 23, 2010 ( 7:16 AM )
HMMM, lets start with friday.. science tuition nite. and let me tell ya'll.. WORST EVER!!!!. let me tell u y. It was all alrite at 1st i mean like it was the last lesson for the year and well at the end of the class.. our beloved ST.Lee decided to bring a box filled with hundreds of wormies! IT WAS LIKE MAGGOTS! and if i have not been clear. I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH INSECTS ALL KINDS! ppl. just don understand wat phobia of insects is nowadays! and its not just tat but kexin, beside me had to scream every second which made me partially deaf. I was like dear God get it away from me! at 1st he took one out and showed us then he took the whole box and like scooped tons of it with his hands and showed us. he passed the worms around and I was like scared to hell! but i was just like holding my fear in. I could like hardly move, still like a rock. Then yan yee, sitting in front of me and kexin decided to take one and she just shoved it at us. We screamed and i cut my hand in the process of ducking the thing! it was like horrible. And Kexin's screaming didn't helped either. Then it was time to leave some of them were still playing with the worms. And some guy sitting behind us name Bryan Wong scared us again with his worm! It annoyed the hell out of me nd i just got out of the room. I swore my voice was trembling when i spoke to Kexin.. Downstairs, i burried my face on kexin's shoulder and was like calming down.I REPEAT! AMANDA SOON DOES NOT LIKE INSECTS OF ALL KINDS! U NAME IT I HATE IT! In the end, bryan apologized to both of us=D
WELL, later tat night, I watched angus,thongs and perfect snogging=D! AND i must say i think tats one of the best romcoms of all time! Wat made it so friggin awesome? It was so real.. everything in the movie just relates to u. and if tats not enuff the guys in there? HAWT!!!!!! ESPECIALLY the main guy. he is gorgeous! ROBBIE! and his accent just makes him much more gorgeous=D hehe but sdly, in real life he's engaged to a 43 year old cuz she's pregnant and she gave birth to a baby girl.. he's oni 20!!! and he's with a 43 yr old cougar! JUST MAKES ME SICK! dood! ur gorgeous! U deserve beta!!!!!!! In real life, he's hair is not as hot. but in the movie my,.. *faints* HEHE I shall find my Robbie one day=D OH makes me tingly jus thinking bout him( LOL) well tats enuff for now =D HAHA loading Juno, and nick and norah's infinite playlist=D its good=D
DESPERADO =.=
Monday, October 18, 2010 ( 7:46 AM )
MY, OH MY...
wat am i to do?
the song you belong with me just keeps popping in my head.=(
I think i just had like one of the saddest and disappointing thing ever. I never pictured this day to b like this.
I just wish u nvr did tat=( i nvr realized how available u were. Im probably just crying over spilt milk now. My feelings now r all mixed up, Its a mixture of sorry, desperation, empty and well anything tat goes in there.. Well, I guess things will get better sooner or later=) I shall just let this feeling fade and forget about it=) (if i can)
Today, I studied=D how amazing is tat=D LOL oh yea and today ig ot really pissed t my math teacher for accusing me tat i contact some guy to ask for answers to my hwk.. I don understand her sometimes shes so darn annoying! all she goes is like. Shernice they all ar all finish adi.. u better faster they all so hardworking and bla bla bl( the tuitions private btw) LOL i don like her.. but i have to go=D cuz maths is my one subject i enjoy=D well, I have nth much to say here though=D
Every year a different feeling,
every time i c u i get this feeling.
a feeling tats urging me to ell u how i truely feel,
when im near u, i feel so safe and alive,
when im near u,my frown just turns upside down.
Sometimes i hate you but I know
I love you and its hard not to
Family Invasion
Sunday, October 17, 2010 ( 1:21 AM )
Was sleeping soundly today until 9.30. When my family invaded my room.
My mom's siblings came over to our hse and they were like alot of them.
They were visiting us as some of them were from KL. So yea back to me sleeping. I was sleeping soundly and my e2 elder cousin sisters just knocked on my door and woke me up they were like. AH GIRL! do u know who I am( in cantonese) I was like uhhh huh?.. all blur and all i wanted to go back to sleep but then they knocked and knocked tat i HAD TO WAKE UP. Anyways, i gtg now my brother has invaded my room now. C wat i mea by family invasion? so long=D
Jealous much?
Saturday, October 9, 2010 ( 1:01 AM )
HELLO=D
School was dreadful today. Quite a number of ppl did not go to school. I don't even know y i went! it was like studies studies and studies! like who does tat on sat? LOL me and jo lyn were like. Its 8 now were suppose to b sleeping. Its 8.30 now, we're suppose to b sleeping. It's 9.00 now were suppose to b sleeping! and so on=D
Well, this whole week has been couple week for most of the ppl i know. LOL and opposite for me though=( there was a lot of talking about crushes and couples and all=D and i heard tat 2morrow 10.10.10 over a 100 ppl will b getting married. LOL how cool is tat.
Like i said this week has not been lovey dovey like the rest of the gang=D
I m still getting over some stuff=D and im very proud.( yes lim fung xin) i am=D bcs i have gone 3 days without missing tat person=) Whereas, my mind has been somewhere else lately. With my bunch of awesome frens and all it was quite easy to not think about it=D haha
Hmmm, I'm feeling the slight bit of jealousy right now. I dunno, Y am i feeling jealous now? its not even right. Like wth, im over reacting i kno but my heart feels really empty. I dunno... I dunno wat i want. hmmmm...
Two is better than one
Wednesday, October 6, 2010 ( 8:03 AM )
Came back from Dena today, had presentation and it was cool=D Though, fx giggled alot and sorta disrupted the thing but it was still cool=D just so u know LIM FUNG XIN haha its ok la=D TAT derek guy lagi la right? =D
Anyways, today was more kss... alot of kss...
Things have yet to be complicated=/
2 is better than one when ur the one.. but when ur the 2 its just like so awkward and wat not.
well anyways, IM LIKE REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF TODAY=D i know perasan much but still i am. I have pass a day not msging 'him'.=D this proves tat i can do it=D i can try to move on little by little. Work in progress=D
So yea,=D neways this song really explains how i feel now=D
How I Met Your Mother
Tuesday, October 5, 2010 ( 7:18 AM )
OMG-NESS=D
i love the series how i met your mother=D
its like the best tv series ever!. It's even better than glee=D haha its jsut full of awesome-ness and its like hilarious. My bro told me about it 1st then i started watching it more and more. The actors r like super awesome especially BARNEY STINSON! real name NEIL PATRICK HARRIS!
OMG-NESS. he's like freaking legen wait fo it dary! in the show! HE'S HOT AND SUPER SPONTANEOUS! HAHAHA we(kexin and I) absolutely love him. Too bad he's gay=(. But he'll be the oni gay guy and oso his partner i support being gay. HE IS FREAKING AWESOME! go watch the show ppl!=D TRUST ME=D
RMB TO WATCH IT!=d ITS ON STARWORLD OR U CAN WATCH IT ON9 LIKE ME AT
http://tv.blinkx.com/show/how-i-met-your-mother/a66ctQ16GJf8c04k
A friend=D
( 6:35 AM )
Hello=D
LOL hmmm,had alot of kss with yap yan yee today=D and oso lim fung xin=D
I'm so happy to c tat fx is happy with her love life. and oso very happy tat i get to share my probs with her=D just a SHOUT OUT TO YA'LL
THANK YOU=D
well, nth much really happened today, my dad got a treadmill and it arrived today=D LOL it's cool. Shall work on it everyday=D
theres been some stuff tats been troubling me for a really long time, and i hope i can find a solution to the prob. well Things have been going fine so far i guess.. I finally letting other ppl in to my life=D
YOU'RE
A friend indeed,
And a friend in need.
A friend that cares,
And also shares.
A friend thats true,
Cuz we stick like glue.
A friend I wont diss,
For you're the friend I miss.
I lost 'You"
Sunday, October 3, 2010 ( 8:34 AM )
Woah, i haven't been updating the blog for quite sometimes=D sry
but yea anyways, hmmm... lets c, well t things have been going pretty well lately=D
My brother just got back from his trip to aussie to visit my other bro=D so yea, tat was pretty cool=D got rollups! HEHE
anyways, well lets c, today something really ironic happened.
I got a pair of earrings from this person once, it was me on one of it the you on the other one=D i really liked this earring as it was really nice=D
hehe
but today, on my way to kl, i lost the 'you' and well lets just say, i realised something. the whole day i haven't got a reply. I was wondering why though.
lately, i have been low. i didnt complain.
and well bfr this i had a fren. A fren a brother more or less=D i shared everything with him. and his advice was realy mind blowing=D i could always turn to him if i needed anything=D and well he told me tat i should give this, some space. Try to accept other things. I knew he was right but it was hard. Well, i'll try my best=D
OH SO SO HARD....
so so hard to forget,
y can't i get it off my mind!
sometimes i just wanna tell u but i can't
I kow ill ruin everything and tats not gonna help anything
I just wish i knew wat it feels like.
Ur a jerk i know tat!
but damn it! wat in the world is wrong with me!
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If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
Kexin-In Defense of My Dreams
Qianru-Burnt Colours
Nic-Chain of Memories
Jeremy-strawberries:D
Fung Xin-Flying High In Your Love
Tan SY-Always Keep The Faith
Yan Yee-P.SI'm Still Not Over You
Viann-Your Love Floods My Thirsty Soul
Jo Mun-Just A Small Town Girl, Living In A Lonely World
Mei Yi-It's All About The Mei Yi
Ben-Come Back Soon
Ming Huey-River Flows In You
Justina-Life
James-Think Again
Daniel-Holding On
Deb-debLicious
SPY-Shine!
Wen Yen-Colours
Joanne-Jaycee
Yi Teng-To the Brink of Sanity
Faiz-Circle of life
Jean-Li-Unbelievable
Nelson-Life wouldn't be the same without your presence.
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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Kexin-In Defense of My Dreams
Qianru-Burnt Colours
Nic-Chain of Memories
Jeremy-strawberries:D
Fung Xin-Flying High In Your Love
Tan SY-Always Keep The Faith
Yan Yee-P.SI'm Still Not Over You
Viann-Your Love Floods My Thirsty Soul
Jo Mun-Just A Small Town Girl, Living In A Lonely World
Mei Yi-It's All About The Mei Yi
Ben-Come Back Soon
Ming Huey-River Flows In You
Justina-Life
James-Think Again
Daniel-Holding On
Deb-debLicious
SPY-Shine!
Wen Yen-Colours
Joanne-Jaycee
Yi Teng-To the Brink of Sanity
Faiz-Circle of life
Jean-Li-Unbelievable
Nelson-Life wouldn't be the same without your presence.
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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Hello! well.. welcome to my blog where I rant A LOT =D Okay, so this is basically how my blog works. Every letter of the E.M.P.T.Y is a different page. E is my profile. M is where all my postings are. P is my tag board where I have my chatbox and my twitter feed. T is where I link my friends blogs for easier access. and Y is miscellaneous. Which also means everything else like my tumblr, facebook, twitter and archives is. As you can see, my blog does not have a next button. Therefore in order to read my previous postings, you will have to click on a selected month, then click on M AFTER you've clicked the month.
yea basically this is just all the stuff that happens in my daily life. If you think your brain can't take in all this then too bad la:) Enjoy.
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